Dear angel from my nightmare,
I miss You.
but we all know, you don't care.

And i don’t know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And i know that times won’t change my love
And i can’t do nothing to keep you

*oh, i’ll give my love
Oh when i hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that i can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…

As the hours pass away
You think that love ain’t here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don’t give doubt a moment’s rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby,
The truth will set sparks

Now i’ll give my love oh when i hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know, that i can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night.

-

Yes, its the Save the last dance for me song, I like it like crazy BUT, I know if Bung Na sees this, she will jump at the chance to call me gay, BUT SO, GAY THEN GAY LOR. Ha, Bird was teasing her that on Earth, we have someone who barks like a dog, runs like chicken etc etc (Bird, please fill in the blanks for me. :) ) OH, I RMB ONE PART, HAVE A BRAIN OF A THREEE YEAR OLD (Yes, this is the part where everyone cheers cause its so true. :D)

Darn, i'm gonna die tmrw. Cheers to a day of running away from Bung Na, 2 compos and 1 listening thingy, I THINK I WILL GO DIG MY EARS NOW. xD If i'm not lazy.

Had oral today and i felt that i talked too much and i guess thats bad right, i mean she cut me off half way but still, im thankful that there are snakes always in my house area so i can talk about them. Not like bird who resort to saying stuff like :

ST: So, what'd you think about Snakes?
B: I think they are evil cause the BIBLE says so.

OR, something along the same lines lah. Don't you wanna shoot yourself cause you're her friend? xD

Okay okay, and if i don't die tmrw, lets all go live in the house of David's. And invite Peter, John and Mike. If not enough, there's still tom, dick and harry. :) I'm just hooked on the song, stupid moron.

I'd be lying if i said im not missing you.
Goodnight.

-

When i look in to your eyes,
I don't see no more fear,
I see that scary determination to make damn sure,
That I would no longer be in your dictionary,
I would be in your tomorrows no more,
No more of your todays,
I would just be a part of the past
the part that doesn't last.

And guess what,
No surprise here,
It sucks.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

 9:28 PM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life
Its you that I live for, and for you I die
So I'll lay here with you til the final goodbye.

Aiyo, so emo hor. :)
Puked in the morning and so the day started off fairly badly. TRIED to sleep in the sick bay, so noisy. I had the company of Bras lovers, My shoe lover, Weirdos, Kids that don't know how to dress their wound and lastly, some moron that couldn't pronounce NANO. xD

Then I went for Biology and when i was at the moment of about to puke again guess what Ms S/ P said.

(I was holding a plastic bag)
Ms S: AY. Are you gg to puke again?
(Nodds)
Ms S: Okay! GO TOILET NOW! Don't be a merlion ah!

-___________-
She's damn random lah. ha.

So allow me to be random for abit,
I miss You.
-
Have you ever been in a situation
where the Best thing you could do
Was the hardest thing
You've ever done
But you try to do
What's right
And I know deep down inside
That I really wanna be
There by your side
-
I think Jay chou songs are not bad leh, Faith just sent them to me. :)
Got one song FEI YU QING sang and i thought the song had some technical difficulties and i was like asking Faith why He sings so weirdly. How very brilliant, i know.

I'm gonna fail my EOYS and i know it,
Ha, Oh well.
I feel so retardedly lazy, someone help me.

-
Please don't allow me to hurt You once more,
its just phone calls,
please just move on.
cause it hurts to hurt.
-
Don't look back girl,
Cause i know the way i feel about You
still doesn't make things alright.
And for that reason
I gotta say goodbye.
would you be there?
-

its time to say goodbye,
and burnt those unsent letters,
Cause somethings are better left unsaid.

She smiled as she whispered, " Forever and ever, Babe." to that familiar retreating back she had watched so often.

 5:19 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006

I hate mondays and i feel like puking already.
Oral was pretty screwed so I don't know hownowstupidcow.

Morning trng tmrw,
I would love to have sunflowers if i die,
Anyone? :)

Okay, i feel stuff coming up my throat already.
Byebye.

 10:58 PM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Just a little thought,
What is it so hard about putting down your pride at the most crucial moment when you know that you don't want it all to end. But no, most of us pick our pride and when it all ends, we look back with regret. And then we turn on our music players and listen to songs like too little too late. And you know what, I realised i should have told you everything but now, Ha ha, its too little, too late. Lol. I'm sorry, busted is making me emo.

He lay motionlesss on the ground, in a pool of blood, a small pistol by his side.
In his neat hand, he had written a note in the margin:
"Forgive me, but I had to let her know."

 2:22 PM

Saturday, September 16, 2006

:D


On the line
It was on tv today and i watched it and well, its belly sweet and the girl looks like Vanessa Anna Hudgens. I love the song, Ready to fall. :) And when they got together, I was like FINALLY. Ha.

" Two question: What is your name? And can i have your phone number? "
" I thought You'd never asked."
Yup, the guy was stupidly dumb. Ha.
-

Lets start this rainy day with,
:)


I know Baby hates this girl here, but you know what, I don't care. xD Deal with it baby. xD I think she's belly belly pretty, Maybe not as pretty as your Kate la bird but still like i like Her, CANNOT AH. xD

Anyway,
I'm starting to adore rainy days cause that means I can play in the rain, but i have to look for the stupid bung na handyman first. I forgot to mention ytd that she loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees to push me into the rain when i'm not ready for it. (Ya know, mental preparation) Like when my shoes are falling off and she doesn't give a damn.

And YTD, SHE ALMOST PUSHED ME INTO THE STUPID BUSHES NEAR THE CANTEEN. HELLO, GOT DRAIN THERE SOMEMORE. That girl, seriously need to grow up and stop attempting to assasinate me.

Here's the list on why she needs to grow up:
1. She pushes ppl into bushes.
2. She punches small little pillars attempting to alert ppl abt lunch break.
3. She kicks her shoes out for fun.
4. She plays fighting with B (Yeh, this one needs to grow up too.) with newspaper and smashes the poor Xiao Chao and Hua's faces. xD
5. She doesn't tell me she loves me everyday.
6. She laughs in a weird way.
7. She needs us to buy her norm bra and grannypanties to match her outfit on halloween.
8. She goes looney when horses, unicorns, donkeys and mules and horse-like animals are mentioned.
9. So that her twin towers can finally grow and we can send planes.
10. She doesn't want to admit she wants to date me cause i keep turning her down. xD

Ha, there's more from where that came from but i'm too lazy to continue. Shit, I think on monday she will come after me with a hammer. Oh look, ANOTHER reason to grow up! :D

11. She doesn't take compliments very well. x)

Oh,
"nights (: man its hard to forget you"- I just found it on my sis's blog, I wonder who it is man. Must be some ugly guy again, Lol.

Ah well, That was so random. I swear I'm just bored and I'm trying my best to not let You get into my head. :)

" I don't know how to dooo"-whines. Some idiot is whining to me on the phone and it hurts my ear. Big G, please tell her to stop. Oh and enlight her too why You need to look under the door to look at something if its transparent.

Oh oh, I dreamt of S, gunshots, bicycles, rivers and that idiot up there. That idiot started to shoot pple( THINK WHAT, RUSSIAN ROULETTE AH) Her hair was Gray and she had red eyes( HAHA, KAKASHI) And i got shot. -___________- It hurt, even in a dream.
yes, -___________________________-

Okay, enough enough, Its a such a long post and Baby is gonna complain and my hands are freezing from the aircon+rain.

You made it clear when you said.

 8:46 PM

Friday, September 15, 2006

love can be so boring my fwend.

okay okay, highness is gone.
shittybittychittygittymitty.

JY baby,
WHERE ARE YOU.

I need to just,
sleep.

 11:53 PM

Maybe someday,
We'll find a world that doesn't care.
And I will drop You off there.

Cause,
its written all over your face,
such a painful thing to waste.
-
Today was rainy. :)

School was fun, and A declared her love for me in a indirect way, by writing it on the floor. :D
V, B and me have made a belly cool dare for her. :D And we agree, she has twin towers for boobs. ( We're gonna send planes to them soon. :D) Today was, fun, sleepy, rainy and happy happy day! :D

Oh, but Faith was AH-NNOYING. Tsk.
Ha. xD


been at macs for a few days, and everyday seems to be like happening. :D
ha, lazy to elaborate.

Today felt like charity work with small kids. Lol. I think i'm gonna get killed, okay, whatever, i'm lazy to elaborate already, go ask those moronic morons. xD

Its a happy day! :D

and well i believeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, im a bird. no, plane. No, Superman. HAHAHA.

Okay, I swear I'm belly bored. Fridays are boring yet EOYS are coming, so i'll be off! (:

Here I go,
Scream my lungs, heart TOES out,
Trying to get to You,
You're my only one.

I have no idea why i'm so cranky today. :)
FRIDAY NIGHT! :D

 9:42 PM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

I'M GOING TO GO GARDENS EVERYDAY NOW! HAHAHAHA.

a smile, and you've got me spinning. :)

To a moronic Faith,
stand up girl,
you shine so bright when you smile.
be strong <3

numb,
you and me,
routine.

cause i'm moving along fine.

 10:11 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

My heart stopped at
23:19:56
10-09-2006.

So long and goodnight.

 11:33 PM

Its just orange and green, Freak it.
School is starting tmrw. Cheers, i get to see Faith's hair :D
And well, I'm gg running now so if i get mugged, raped( HAHAHAHA) Or died trying to run,
Please sing Amazing grace for me IN TUNE. :D

-
A long range of pencils.
She chose two and sighed cause she realised,
She had done it again.


Oh, look what've you done,
You've got into my head again.

 9:36 PM

I don't care babe,
Who's right or wrong.
I just don't love You no more.

Where are rainy days when I want them.
And i actually miss school.

So here's to school :D

What will happen on the first day of school?

• Bird will come to school drunken and fall into a garbage can

• Ann Na will bite you in the butt

• Vicky will eat their lunch and yours while tearfully recounting their summer

• Charis will skip the first day... and probably the second

• Faith will jam you in the eye with a pen when you ask to borrow one

'What" will happen on the first day of school?' at QuizGalaxy.com

There isn't enough to fill up everyone so,

What will happen on the first day of school?

• Janice will try to make out with you because they are drunk

• Demelza will bitchslap your teacher when they give you detention

• Julia will run around in circles to celebrate the first day of school

• Wei Ying will push you into a locker and then scream 'death to tyrants'

• Charms will come to school wearing only a potato sack and say 'don't ask.'

'What" will happen on the first day of school?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I changed Charis's cause i think it fits her so well. Don't ya'all think? xD Ha, Julia kept getting the running ard in circles. :D And well, I know Ann na will actually TRY to bite me in the butt! xD Ha, oh well, most of them sounds like them anyway. :D

Oh well, if only,
if only EOYS wouldn't coming.
If only, if only.

And Here's to bella,
BELLA IS SO DUMB, SHE EATS HER OWN SHIT AND THINKS SHE CAN WIN! XD

She's damn spastic. xD

Oh Baby JY,
You made my day. :D
-

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
That You're not the one for me.

Actually I already did.

Too little too late,
Not meant to be,
What could have been.
-

Alright, enough,
Headache oreadyyyyyyyyyyy.

 12:35 AM

Friday, September 08, 2006

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love.

LALALALA. :D

Netball carnival today so i'm shag.

JY,
6 more days. :)
And as all this unfolds,
I pray we will stay strong.
I love You. :)

-
I'm still waiting for You to do,
What i could never take the guts to.
But maybe,
this time,
Just maybe,
I would.

It's barely a week,
It's just freaking 4 months.
Who cares.
-
I don't know if this is right,
breaking a heart,
dropping a name as we go along.
But if this is what you want,
Okay. :)
And guess what,
In the middle, Yet again.
-
You have a big alert sign buzzing off "Keep away now."
-
You didn't feel the same way.
-
I miss You idiot. Faster get your ass back to Singapore. :)
-
Thats alot of Yous. :D And don't be so dumb to think that all the same lah okay, Its all different ppl Horrrr. okay, wait, don't think its You, yes you , you moron. Forget it.

I bet no one knows what i'm talking abt. :)
It's okay, we shall keep it that way for now.
You will catch up,
Someday. :D

Sing that song and
I'd love to ask,

Goodnight.


What now.

 11:06 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Baby,
Throw my heart in.
And lets watch it built,
and fall again.

Its all too familiar.
Its okay,
I know where this leads to.

Like we meant nothing at all.

 6:25 PM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Too Fast.
Too much to comprehend,
As time slip through the very fingers,
That were meant to wither as time go by.

Mister Peter Pan,
Would You please?

You're the reason why i came

 6:33 PM

I realised how stupid i was last night, getting so upset over a mere rudeness and I guess You're just not worth all that shit and i will just take a step back and see how it goes. And now, Wouldn't i need a lot of poise and rationality. Ha ha.

Thank You Jiale and Jan for everything. :)

JY, I'm sorry,
I <3 You.
More bicycle dates please. :)

-
I miss You. No, You don't know.
-
Don’t tell me how this game ends
Cause We’ll just see how it goes
There's still tomorrow,
Forget the sorrow,
And I can be on the last train home.

 10:54 AM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

I've a sore butt,
aching arms and legs,
So bitches,
Quit messing with Me.

 12:28 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006

I SHOULD HAVE CARRIED YOU*. :((((((((((((((((
Right, Jiale? xDDD ( FYI, IT AINT JIALE. xD)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I WANNA SMACK MY HEAD NOW.
OH WELL.

Next time. :)

Ha,
when all goes down in flames,
I turn away.

You wouldn't be here for me,
to catch me when i fall.
But when You need me,
You expect me to do the impossible.

I'm no superhero,
besides,
Even superheroes bleed.

 10:26 PM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

"Why?" was asked. Its been a long time since then, and when i stumbled upon it today again i realised i never really told you why. And thats cause I never want to hurt You again.
-
Promises, Doubts, Insecurities, Silent conversations.
Believe me when i say I can take it all.
Cause baby,
For You, I will.

Right where You want me.

 6:23 PM

Saturday, September 02, 2006

And we're falling into this again
I love You.
And I hope its right this time.

:)

Sunrise talks.

 1:29 PM

Friday, September 01, 2006

Name twenty people you can think of right now.Don't read the question(s)until you've named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose five people to do this.

1.Janice
2.Bird
3.Charms
4.Faith
5.Julia
6.Demelza
7.Dionne
8. Clare
9.Vicky
10. Ann na
11.Sheryl
12.Candice
13.Annabella
14.Chong
15.WeiYing
16.Jiale
17.Qinyi
18.Gloria
19.Theresa
20.Suann

How did you meet #14?(Chong)- Netball, What a shit thing right? xD
What would you do if you didn't meet #1? (Jan)- I will just die. No more heart-to-heart talks, No more bicycle dates etc, AIYA, WILL JUST DIE LA. Tsk
What if #9 and #20 dated? (Vicky and Suann)- AHHH, I DONT KNW LEH. I think it would be like HUH! OOP. xD
Would #6 and #17?(Demelza and Qy)- HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES, CAN!!!!!! xD But someone will have to watch out for G's attempts of murder! xD
Describe #3: (Charms)- She's bimbotic and sweet, always there. :)
#8 attractive?- Ah, Ya. i think so. xD
Describe #7 (Dionne)- The one who was there, always, the one who could always understand and she should know that though we've drifted, I still love Her very much. :)
#12 family members? (Candice)-Eh? what is this?
#18 confesses to you that he likes you? (Gloria)- OH MY, THIS IS GETTING FUNNIER! I will just say " I KNEW IT ALL ALONG!" xD
What language does #15 speak?(WeiYing)- English , Although she sucks at it.
Who is #9 going out with? (Vicky)- er, No one i think.
how old is #16? (Jiale)- 13, turning 14
When is the last time you spoke to #13? (Anna)- Just yesterday, when she was scolding me when i flirted with Candice. xD
Who is #2's favourite band/singer? (Bird)- Me. xD Ha, don't think she has one.
Would you ever date #4? (Faith)- Nah, My surname ain't FU. xD
Would you ever date #1? (Jan)- YES! xD Anytime! :)
Is #19 single? (Theresa)- Uh, think so
What's #10's last name? (Bung Na)- Ang.
Would you ever be in a relationship with #11? (Sheryl)- Love to. xD Haha, Its weird la, Don't know. Too old. xD
School of #3? (Charms)- PL
Where does #6 live? (Demelza)- Tampiness
What's your fave thing about #5? (Ju)- Uhhhh, She's my wife? xD
Have you seen #2 naked? (Bird)- Uh no, Butttttttttt HAHA, I WOULD LOVE TOO, REALLY. xDDD
Okay, here are five UNLUCKY people to do this survey,
1.Chong
2.Demelza
3.Janice
4.Faith
5.Candice

-
Don’t tell me what to think
Cause I don’t care this time
Don’t tell me what to believe
Cause You won’t be there
To catch me when I fall
But You’ll hate me when I’m not here at all.

Don't worry, You were an eyesore too.

Escape with S, L and Co. Haunted mansion was fun, But other than that, Rather bo-ring lehhhhh. Met Chong, Paddy and Co. PADDY WAS WEARING ___ Slippers xD No prize for guessing the colour. xD Ah well. S makes me wanna laugh and smack her face. xD

Bicycle date with JY. :)
Can I say Fun with a capital F? XD

Your indifference.

I love You JY. :)

And when i crashed and wiped out at Your doorstep

crash and burn

 10:38 PM

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